It is 3:35am and I am sitting up working on graphs. Perhaps I should feel depressed, but I don't. I can comprehend logarithms for the first time in my life, and that has totally made my weekend. Yay for math class!
I am writing this from a hotel in Nashville, TN. I came up to meet some fellow vintage-fashion-loving bloggers and view an incredible exhibit--The Golden Age of Couture! I am so ready to be inspired, and plan to take lots of pictures, if I can. Mom drove up with me, and I'm so glad she did. I think we both needed a mini-road trip. Nothing like a road trip to clear the head and soothe the soul.
I need soul-soothing right now. Lot's of inner-turmoil going on, and I don't like it. I don't want to be in turmoil, I want to be in peace.
I think it all comes down to me, really--I'm having a tough time trusting in the goodness and greatness of God's plan for my life. Wait, I take that back--I do trust that His will is best for me, and that it always prevails. What I don't trust (or believe) right now is that He will really fulfill the desires of my heart. But then I think, perhaps I need to lay down my dreams and be ok with never reaching them. Perhaps they have become too important, and I need to re-evaluate my priorities and focus. Perhaps...I dunno. Blah.
Well I am going to be super tired tomorrow, so I'd better get to sleep. Have a lovely and restful weekend!